pseudostupidity.

oh well.
abigirl maybe the most stupid person we know (peace man).
but hey, we all are stupid (in every sense of the word) at some point in our lives..
(take note tol, some points! not at all points! nyaha.)

i wasn't supposed to relate this post with abi...
kea lang, inevitable yata when we talk of stupid... automatic, abigail. hahaha.

hai. i myself feel soooo stupid right now.
pseudostupid...for that matter.

David Elkind regards adolescents as egocentric. To support his claim, he cited five characteristics we teenagers possess... pseudostupidity being one. Pseudostupidity is defined as the oversimplified logic. It can also be a state wherein, you know exactly the right thing to do in a certain situation, but still choose not to do it; or knowing all the dire coonsequences your actions might pose but fail to consider it.

I know. I know. I have been stupid for a very long time now.
I've been stupid for almost all my life!
I've been stupid not to take courage and do what i should've done a long time ago.
I've been stupid for letting the years pass, just pass.

Akala naman kc ni Elkind ganun lang kadali yun. Helloooo! Sana nga, ganun lang kadali. Bakit ganon noh. May mga problemang kahit ilang taon mu ng problema, eh problema mo pa rin sila hanggang ngayon. Nakakatangang isipin. Cguro nga...

I have been... and still am... stupid. Plain stupid.

9/22/08 HOROSCOPE

The Bottom Line

Next time confusion erupts with friends, get everyone in the same room to talk.

In Detail

There have been more and more misunderstandings going on in your social circle lately, and this needs to come to a halt -- it is causing too much stress and useless discourse. Next time confusion erupts, you need to get the interested parties in the same room together. Trying to solve this issue over email is only going to make the problem worse. You can't move on to more good times unless you put an end to arguments and tension. Honesty is the fastest, smartest route to take, too.

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LOVE it!

not that i believe in horoscopes, fortune telling and all that. but i must admit,

it almost always match!

get REAL!

what is it with people?
what is it with them?
what is it with us?
what is it with her?
what is it with him?
what is it with me?

i won't talk of issues here. i won't name names.
i don't even know what the real issues are.
heck, i'm no longer sure who did what to whom!

what i do know is that, we all just have to be REAL.
c'mon! drop all the pretensions. do away with your facades.
stop faking it. be TRUE and you'll be just fine.
i know i'm no saint... but i'm definitely NOT a sham.
for your own good? get REAL!

when they come, they come.

when they come, they come.
they come in... crashing all the walls you tried to build for almost all the years of your life. walls you thought were strong enough to shield you from all the pain. pain you thought you've escaped a long time ago.
it sucks when you're in the middle of a seemingly endless, vast universe of bliss and suddenly they come... they come and hit you like a strike of a lighting in a hot sunny day. damn all of them! damn all the monsters in my head. damn all the paranoia. damn all the fears. damn all the doubts. damn all the self-inflicted drama. damn it.

the O.C.

don't settle for mediocrity!
c'mon! c'mon!

*aleen_the O.C. awardee