sailing to the land of dreams.

strawberry shortcake and her friends went sailing to the land of dreams. raspberry and lemon didn't want to go along. the girls asked why. raspberry was strong in her conviction, "i don't believe in dreams."

i didn't keep the number but maybe more than a hundred times, i heard the word dream from a strawberry shortcake movie in playhouse disney gabby is watching right now. it's so refreshing... just the word, dream. it's actually one my favorite words in the dictionary. hehe. 'coz we love to dream. i love to dream!

we all have dreams. dreams of... better. brighter. bigger. higher. happier. and all -ers. dreams of getting more. having more. being more. and all -mores. and it's great. it's not a sin to dream for more out of life. dreams are powerful! our realities may have been just a dream before. so as strawberry shorcake told raspberry... dream nice dreams!


on dreaming dreams...

dare to dream. it's free!

dream big. i'd say, dream big! live bigger!

the world needs dreamers. but it needs more doers. dreams do come true... but they won't by themselves! you have to make them.

don't stop dreaming. not dreaming is like not living at all. you are never too old to set a new goal or dream a new dream.

*allyne_the ultimate dreamer

POST BULLETIN v2.0

wow. that was one heck of a lot of albums! and more pending albums pa rin... gahd. next time naman cla...hehe. i wanna end my "multiply night" with a survey i grabbed from pat, sa FS. hehe. just for fun.

1. Whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
mine. friends. family.

2. What time do you go to bed?
these wee hours.

3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
check your multiply inbox, you'll know. hehe.

4. Who's the one you always meet the most besides your family?
the holy trinity. stpipz.

5.Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help besides your family?
right now? abi.

6. What's on your mind just now?
game over.
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7.Whose number is on your speed dial?
'te mhean. mudrakelz.
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8.With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
i'd prefer solitude for now.

9.When was the last time you went out?
out as in partying out? well, it's been weeks.
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10.What do you hate the most for now?
my stupid, indecisive self.

11.What do you wanna do for now?
get my head back on my shoulders.
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12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
chem and math and chem and math.

13.Any musical instruments in your room?
nah. in owen's room.

14.Do you cook?
i'm a great cook! hehe.

15.Plan to buy something?
a white tee for KAYA NATIN shirt.

16.Do you like seafood?
bigtime!

17.Breakfast or dinner?
i don't remember the last time i had breakfast. harhar.

18.Did you eat breakfast today?
brunch.

19.Do you recycle?
yeah! i practice what i preach.

20.What's your favorite fast food?
mcdo - love 'ko to!

21.Cats or dogs?
dogs. i hate cats! rawr.

23.What time did you sleep last night?
a bit earlier, around 12mn.

24.When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
emo naman neto. feb1, when we said our goodbyes...harhar.

25.The last person you were in the mall?
amak. pipo. she.

26.What song are you listening to?
none.

27.Current mood?
starving.

28.Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?
like how huge is huge? kay arlene. hehe.

29.What's your favorite song at the moment?
forget about me. -i'll forget about you. tsktsk.

30.Where have you been today?
world wide web.

31.Who are with you ryt now?
you.

32.Do you love sunsets?
like crazzzy!

33.What's your wish for your birthday?
my bday just passed. well... if i have one wish, there's only one thing i'd wish for.

34.Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
i was with: the pasig elite kids. ;D sclub. the holy trinity. and family.

35.Things you regret?
this game.

36.Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes?
chocolate cake.

37.Missing someone?
i'm not allowed to.

38.What's her/his role in your life?
u tell me.

sssshhhh...

i'm enjoying this. really.

don't you just love it, when you feel perfectly fine all by yourself? you don't need anything or anyone. everywhere you look, it's just lovely. you radiate happiness without even trying. there's this inexplicable feeling deep within as if nothing could go wrong, as if nothing can disturb your state of mind. i call this... inner peace. and it's where i am right now... at least, for now.

it's past 4 o' clock. i was walking down the lower campus, from the main lib. one or two people passes me every now and then. it was a long walk. not because of the fact that our antiquated library is 10 miles away from civilization... i just savored the moment for a while. the rarely silent UPLB, the rustling trees along the pathway, the deep blue sky and the clouds dancing gracefully with the wind. despite the heavy "petrucci" on my hand, i felt so light. almost afloat.

sometimes, we're really better off alone. (not lonely) this fast paced world is overwhelming. and sometimes the best way to keep up with it is to slow down. take some time alone. take some real "me time." enjoy the solitude. enjoy the silence. and just for a while, shut down the world around you.

this doesn't come very often. i better enjoy the moment... while it lasts.

*allyne_my inner peace be with you!

this LOVE.

in the spirit of this valentine season, let me talk about LOVE.

but this love is the kind of love i know very little about... it's pretty ironic coz this love surrounds me everyday. when i wake up in the morning and there's food on the table. when i take a shower and put my flat ironed clothes on. when i search my wallet and there's bills in it. when i stay up late and i'm surprised there's coffee on my side. when i stay out at night and my phone beeps non-stop. when i cry like a baby and a simple hug comforts me. when i laugh like there's no tomorrow and someone laughs with me. when my hard works pay off and someone's proud of me. i may see it everyday, feel it in many ways but never will i fully comprehend.

this love is UNCONDITIONAL. it never asks for love in return. it gives without waiting to receive. loves with no reason. loves in all season.

this love is STRONG. it can move the highest of mountains. cross the widest of seas. fly the highest of heights. endure the hardest of pains.

this love is BIG. bigger than the giver it makes her forget about herself. everything she does, she does for someone else. everyday she lives, she lives for someone else.

this love is GREAT. no other kind of love can measure up.

this love NEVER FAILS. it never fails. it never failed me.

this love is HER.

this love is my MOM!

i know i can NEVER repay you. this lifetime would not be enough. no amount of money or any material possession could ever even up with your great love. i am terribly sorry if sometimes i disappoint you. the last thing i wanna do is hurt you. i hope i make you proud with the person that i have become... the person that i am because of you.

thank you would be an understatement for everything you've done. i'll live my life ever grateful to you. i love you 'nay...

Happy Birthday!


*allyne_the daughter.

home@mid-day.

i went home 2pm today. very very not me. with my 8 units left for this sem (after those intensive, and i mean intensive major subjects), my wednesday-friday is left with a one hour math 14 lecture class. that's 10-11 and for rest of the day, i'm either a bum, a bum or a bum. it's been long since i last spend hours with my lappy, with the febfair sucking my time and energy! ngayon na lang ulit, thanks to aya's special typing job para sakin (na-e-mail ko na sis). gusto ko lang mag-inarte sa cyber world ngaun.

there's so much going on lately. my mind won't rest a second from thinking. err, i think i'm having psychological disrorder na talaga. tsk. excuse the ranting, but i feel so damn exhausted! kahit halos wala kong klase! maybe from thinking too much or walking back and forth from che-grove-SU-che-baker-main lib-grove-che-grove-home. gahd. the sun is scorching hot, it's draining me.

i should be excited about today. i am! damn it, i am! it's the BIG reunion. but watdahel is this feeling taking over me. i don't feel like doing anything. hai naku, i hate this mood. err talaga. maybe later, when i see my favorite girlfriends again, i'll get giddy. tonight's a big night so i better charge up. haiii.

bye for now. 'gotta run. STP meeting's @ 4.


shoutouts:

• happy happy birthday to elkah and ate grace of STP!
• happy valentine's... sa... ating lahat? hmmm...

*allyne_on a lazy aftie.

keep up the good work.

- exactly what i needed to hear.

recounting countless thoughts...

if there is something i'm way too addicted at, that would be "thinking" (well, next to multiply.=p). i think way too much my head wants to explode. too much that sometimes i worry about things i shouldn't worry about for they don't really exist... (or at least i wanna believe that they don't?) oh whatever. coz right now, the last thing i wanna do is think. haha. i just feel like speaking my restless mind. so excuse me for these disoriented thoughts from my incoherent mind. let's call this post a recount of where i've been, what i've been doing, and yah what i've learned for the past few...weeks?

SUNrise.
matagal nang nadiscover ang super cheap rates ng sun cellular. unlimited text and unlimited calls! ngayon ko lang na-e-enjoy, bakit ba? haha. as one of my friends said, "connecting people... na nagtitipid!" now that most of my friends (who just left for practicum) are sun subscribers, it makes me miss them a lot less. every 5 minutes ba naman magtawagan! =p

legislators - violators?
we had a trip to the senate a couple of weeks ago. yah, first time ko to observe the senate on session. and it was booooooring... senator zubiri was like a cassette tape playing repeatedly while the rest of them make calls, walk around, sit, pretend to listen, chit-chat, etcetera, etcetera - violating the rules na nakapost sa labas ng session hall, c'mon! thanks to sir gordon, nagising-gising ako. but with the ongoing political unrest, among other more pressing social issues, gising mga kapatid!

baligtarin ang tatsulok!
last saturday, STP had a community service in Sitio Cabute, Calamba. an area where people wallows in poverty, uncertain if in the next minute, their homes would be demolished by some private companies claiming to have the right to their lands. it was heart breaking to hear these people's everyday struggle to live a decent life. street protests. rallies. blood sheds. and the children! they too have walked the streets of mendiola chanting along with a sea of people fighting for one cause. this is one of those many times when i think to myself, my pag-asa pa kaya ang pilipinas? (oo. dapat. meron.)

the new and improved "past time"
are you bored out of your wit? well, this new and improved recreational activity may just be the thing you're looking for to break the monotony in your everyday life! here's a demonstration:

(an excerpt from an exchange of sms:)
friend X: sumasakit na naman ang puso ko.... layo na nga ko ng layo. lapit pa ng lapit!
ako ito: haiz... c __ ba yan? pagbigyan mo na kasi. tsktsk. hai naku, ang mga tao talaga pag bored at walang magawa, kung sino-sinong nilal*ndi! may sense ba? hehe.
friend X: waaaaah! sh*t! yah! nanlal*ndi at the expense of other people!

so damn true... and i DON't recommend this. ibang laro na lang laruin mo kung bored ka. tsktsk.
c'mon. the valentine's air is starting to taste bitter. wag ganun. haha. and for you friend X, may nagmamahal naman sau ng tunay. don't settle for less. ;D

you're too fast and i'm furious!
my instructor's starting to get in my nerves... i don't wanna hate him, but he's going overboard! his favorite line (but not his most annoying line) - "you're supposed to know this!" well if a professor suppose that his students are supposed to know the subject, then why the hell are you in front of me in the first place?! argh. his ego is pouring out of his head, nakakalunod! are some people innately mayabang?! whoah. breathe...

i can just go on and on... but the clock reads 1:40 am, i should get some sleep.
ciao!

*shoutouts:

• bhy - congrats for winning ms. intrams! i'm proud of you baby..mwah.
  
• sissy - get well tomorrow. that's an order! ;D c yah later. sa ospital ako mgbbreakfast. =p
• holy trinity - le't gererown! =p LBDH is the place to be.
• GK exhibit team - c y'all later. aja satin. tsktsk.

credits from the dramaqueen

hey y'all!

dahil di ako maka-get-over, i wanna thank everybody once again who made my 20th birthday such a blast! i'll be forever grateful to have you in my life. just when i thought i was "lonely" and "alone" ...nagpapampam kayo. hehe. i love you all! that's from the heart.

• mi familia - wag! naiiyak ako. hehehe. nanay, i love you love you love you.
• bruhz & booz - through the years...=P
• sleepover club - kulang pa ang salamat. the best (w/ the "buko salad conviction") kau!!! miss na miss ko na kau... parang antagal-tagal na... dadalaw ulit kami jan... sa febfair. hehehe.
  
• the holy trinity - salamat sa makabagbag damdaming "surprise" sa unang segundo ng february 1. naiyak ako kakatawa. hindi ko pinagsisisihang salubungin ang araw ng kasama kayo sa apartment ni shrek. pakain ng kisses at hany. wahaha. tenkyu.tenkyu. WE ARE ONE!!!
  
• ST & STP family - naman. brods & sisses and all the ST people, tenkyu.tenkyu.
• GK family - sa mga bumati, tenkyu. sa mga nagpalibre regalo ko. hehe.
  
• yupielbi friends - super dami nyo. you know who you are. thanks a million.
  
• and you - you. you. you. hehe. thank you...

*allyne_thankful