i wanna be anywhere but here.

I wanna run.
A mile.
‘Til I am frail.
I wanna fly.
Soar high.
‘Til my wings fail.

I wanna disappear.
In a blink.
Never reappear.
I wanna swim.
In tears.
Drown with all my fears.

I wanna march.
On fire.
Burn in agony.
I wanna jump.
Off a cliff.
Break from misery.

I wanna scream.
In grief.
‘Til I gasp to breathe.
I wanna hit.
The walls.
‘Til my fists bleed.

I wanna cry.
Like rain.
‘Til the pain gets drained.
I wanna rant.
Like wind.
‘Til the hurt is fadin’.

I wanna roar.
Like thunder.
‘Til it hurts no more.
I wanna be tossed.
Like waves.
‘Til the ache is thrown.

I wanna be silent.
Be mute.
‘Til silence consumes me.
I wanna be irate.
Be furious.
‘Til fury devours me.

I wanna close.
My eyes.
Never again open.
I wanna sleep.
So deep.
Never get awaken.

I wanna get trapped.
In darkness.
Never see light again.
I wanna get rapt.
Behind doors.
Never come out again.

I wanna hide.
Conceal.
Never be seen again.
I wanna leave.
Right now.
Never come back again.


*aleen_hurting. ='(