Monday, 17 November 2008

2s0809.

the sem i'm supposed to be excited about turns out to be the sem i dread the most.

i'm extending 'til summer.
it took me a long time to really swallow this fact.
at sana hanggang summer nga lang noh. (fingers crossed)

i've had enough of remorse (dahil sa pagiging pasaway, that's another long story).
of indecision (to go to practicum or not to go to practicum).
of peer pressure (tsk... maxado ko kasi kaung mahal).
now my mind is all set. (i'm going my own way...)


the start of this sem was a roller coaster of emotions i'm not sure i'm prepared to ride.
talk about pressure... from all possible sources of pressure.
talk about fear... the future scares the hell out of me!
mix that with this sad feeling at the thought of parting from friends who became family over the years.

self-doubt is slowly devouring all sense of self-belief i have in me.
the supergirl is losing superpowers.
well, the show must go on...
as if i have a choice.

"i know i can do it, but it doesn't mean i'm prepared."
-Commander-in-Chief

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