oh come on!!! just when i thought i had everything going on oh soooo well, a sh*t from the past comes uninvited slapping me on the face real hard. reeaal hard!
my plans are... or were, all set. i had my mind focused on that one direction. that one direction! crap. now you're telling me to make a U turn?! i can't do that! hell, i don't wanna do that. but i guess what I want doesn't matter now, huh? i don't have a say, do i?
i am officially and helplessly a slave of my wrong decisions. wrong choices. wrong turns.
so this is why i'm singing shoulda, woulda, coulda in the shower this morning, goodness gracious! i should have settled this long before. so i wouldn't have to be in here, right now, drowning in my own pool of regrets. if only i could undo the damage and do it over again. oh how pathetic that one sounds!
if its any consolation, i would like to commend whoever said this line:
"make peace with your past, so it won't screw your future."
great. screw me.
allyne_ ...
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