*overnight sds31 workshop*
i donnow what i'm doing. i'm lost.
i've been here for hours, nagdedecipher ng data ng CGP, encode, fill-up ng 2page matrix, encode, isip ng SD project, rar.rar.rar. wala akong gana. dahil wala akong alam. ampf.
it feels as if wala kong natutunan buong sem! i asked my groupmates, alam nyo ba ginagawa nyo? ako kc hindi!"
i hate this feeling. parang ewan lang...
i make sure to put my heart in everything i do.
i mean how could you possibly do something great kung ayaw mu naman ng gngawa mo?
that's exactly how i feel right now.. obvious ba, we're in the middle of a workshop pero i'm blogging? ewan ko ba. i'd rather work my ass off for something na alam ko naman kung para san ko gnagawa.. wah. parang ang blanko ng utak ko... and i don't have the drive that i usually have. i'm not a person who does something just for the sake of doing it kasi. basta. wala na din akong energy na maging madrama. i just don't feel like myself in this thing.
hmpf. basta.
it sucks.
m*m *m*...huhu..bat ganto? what have we been doing all along?!
i donnow what i'm doing. i'm lost.
i've been here for hours, nagdedecipher ng data ng CGP, encode, fill-up ng 2page matrix, encode, isip ng SD project, rar.rar.rar. wala akong gana. dahil wala akong alam. ampf.
it feels as if wala kong natutunan buong sem! i asked my groupmates, alam nyo ba ginagawa nyo? ako kc hindi!"
i hate this feeling. parang ewan lang...
i make sure to put my heart in everything i do.
i mean how could you possibly do something great kung ayaw mu naman ng gngawa mo?
that's exactly how i feel right now.. obvious ba, we're in the middle of a workshop pero i'm blogging? ewan ko ba. i'd rather work my ass off for something na alam ko naman kung para san ko gnagawa.. wah. parang ang blanko ng utak ko... and i don't have the drive that i usually have. i'm not a person who does something just for the sake of doing it kasi. basta. wala na din akong energy na maging madrama. i just don't feel like myself in this thing.
hmpf. basta.
it sucks.
m*m *m*...huhu..bat ganto? what have we been doing all along?!
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