Sunday, 2 November 2008

november 1st

halloween hassle

i'm not a very november-1-person. i mean, i don't get the idea of spending the whole day on a memorial park under the scorching heat of the sun. it's a way of remembering our loved ones who have passed away i know. but hey, i can do that on any ordinary day! well its fun coz it becomes a little family reunion, but the hassssle is just haaaayyyy... excuse the ranting but it was just super crowded (of course) plus super init..hai.hai. talaga. haha. i went "grave hopping" kasi i was with my friend, dobol. eh mejo malayo ung sa kanila. so we had to go through this super duper sikip na line of people, it wasn't a line actually, more like a crowd na parang magkaka-stampede na. the usual november-one-scene. haha. whew! you can barely breathe. claustro attacks na naman. but instead of going highblood and all, we just goofed around na lang while on the line, making fun of how people walk kasi super siksikan. she said, muka daw clang penguins. haha. and for sure, kami din. tsk.tsk. ;)

halloween reunion/s
i'd take this as a consolation for the hassles of this occassion. you get to spend time with family members you haven't seen in ages...and hmm, those you will never see again... oh well, maybe that's the whole point. to gather everyone and have that certain feel, as if the whole family is there, kahit in spirit na lang. =(
so, it's not so bad after all.

and friends din! nakakatawa to stumble upon good old friends or mere acquaintances from way back your elementary days... exchange hellos, konting chikka sa gitna ng madaming pipol, goodbye, and good to see you. that simple pero i find it nice. the dramaqueen in me talking. ;D

*hi to KABALIKAT people. nice to see you po mga kuya.
you're so great talaga. dakila. saludo ko sa inyo! yeah.


halloween stars
this nov.1 was a little special, may fireworks! soxal. i don't know whose palabas is that. baka drama of a family saying goodbye to a loved one... it's really nice. ;) and the timing that it took off was just perfect. kakadating lang namin sa "place" nila dobol,na mejo higher ung location overlooking the lower part of the mem.park. mataas tas sa may open area. of course it's gabi na with the clear sky and the stars above you. i was texting with a friend (?, ;p) na forever namin pinaguusapan ay falling stars...haha. he asks, "what na gngawa mu jan?" and i was like, "nag-hihintay ng falling star." he replied, "ganda ng langit. sana makakita ka." sabay tunog na warning tone ng fone ko meaning dead bat. na. and boom. nagputukan. fireworks pala. haha. i couldn't contain my happiness, maiyak-iyak ako. tsk.tsk. it was like all the stars in the sky falling para sakin..haha. emote na emote ang lola. i'm crazy about fireworks, about falling stars, kay mr. moon, kaya mega OA na naman reaction ko. harhar.

*hi ate...;) wish.wish.wish.

sweet november
and to end the day, i had a little chit-chat with the man of my life. we haven't done this in quite a long time, andami ko nang kwento sa kanya! it was a short talk. for about half an hour, just the two of us. for a moment, i forgot the rest of the world. serene. silent. his eyes looking straight at me. his voice echoing. his embrace taking all over me. we had a few laughs. i told him how i've been. how i missed him. what i have become. it didn't take a while, i started crying. and the pain i felt when i lost him seven years ago came in rushing. few moments passed. serene. silent. then we said our goodnights.

*i miss you 'tay...

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