A perfect way to start 2012! Seek God, pray and believe!
There's so much to be thankful for in 2011 but greater things are ahead this 2012!
Thank you Lord!
Friday, 6 January 2012
Thursday, 29 December 2011
No Edits.
This time of the year last year, one of my new year's resolution was to keep blogging. To my dismay, 2011's about to bid goodbye and I have ZERO posts. Oh boy do I deserve a pat in the back.
Blogging is not a big deal for me. Writing is. It keeps me da*n sane.
I created a new blog (not this site) in my pathetic attempt to create a new me. I'm not that in love with my old self, so to say. My "past life" was a little too sore with drama.
But tonight, I finally came to my senses and stopped stressing about:
1. Deleting old posts or this entire blog
2. A new blog title
2. A new catchy blog tagline
After gazillion thoughts, I'd say why bother. Why do I need to edit? Besides who I was made me who I am today.
Blogging is not a big deal for me. Writing is. It keeps me da*n sane.
I created a new blog (not this site) in my pathetic attempt to create a new me. I'm not that in love with my old self, so to say. My "past life" was a little too sore with drama.
But tonight, I finally came to my senses and stopped stressing about:
1. Deleting old posts or this entire blog
2. A new blog title
2. A new catchy blog tagline
After gazillion thoughts, I'd say why bother. Why do I need to edit? Besides who I was made me who I am today.
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
redirecting...
the road of life is not a straight path. humps and obstacles. unforeseen twists and unexpected turns. even we follow a map, we still get lost somewhere along the way. we struggle to find the right direction, only to find that we're searching in vain.
it may seem formidable. as though we're going 'round in circles. as though we'll never find our way again. but keeping our eyes on where we want to go and what we want to achieve will lead us back to the right track.
there'd be U-turns, detours. maybe even a complete change of route. pero ayaw mu non, road trip?!! haha. don't lose sight of your destination. keep driving. you'll get there.
"obstacles are the things you see when you take your eyes off the road." - Henry Ford
*shoutouts:
summer pipz - heads up! He's paving a better road for us. =p
pi - wow. He. could you believe that? =p
*allyne_redirecting...
it may seem formidable. as though we're going 'round in circles. as though we'll never find our way again. but keeping our eyes on where we want to go and what we want to achieve will lead us back to the right track.
there'd be U-turns, detours. maybe even a complete change of route. pero ayaw mu non, road trip?!! haha. don't lose sight of your destination. keep driving. you'll get there.
"obstacles are the things you see when you take your eyes off the road." - Henry Ford
*shoutouts:
summer pipz - heads up! He's paving a better road for us. =p
pi - wow. He. could you believe that? =p
*allyne_redirecting...
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
CONTROL Z.
oh come on!!! just when i thought i had everything going on oh soooo well, a sh*t from the past comes uninvited slapping me on the face real hard. reeaal hard!
my plans are... or were, all set. i had my mind focused on that one direction. that one direction! crap. now you're telling me to make a U turn?! i can't do that! hell, i don't wanna do that. but i guess what I want doesn't matter now, huh? i don't have a say, do i?
i am officially and helplessly a slave of my wrong decisions. wrong choices. wrong turns.
so this is why i'm singing shoulda, woulda, coulda in the shower this morning, goodness gracious! i should have settled this long before. so i wouldn't have to be in here, right now, drowning in my own pool of regrets. if only i could undo the damage and do it over again. oh how pathetic that one sounds!
if its any consolation, i would like to commend whoever said this line:
"make peace with your past, so it won't screw your future."
great. screw me.
allyne_ ...
my plans are... or were, all set. i had my mind focused on that one direction. that one direction! crap. now you're telling me to make a U turn?! i can't do that! hell, i don't wanna do that. but i guess what I want doesn't matter now, huh? i don't have a say, do i?
i am officially and helplessly a slave of my wrong decisions. wrong choices. wrong turns.
so this is why i'm singing shoulda, woulda, coulda in the shower this morning, goodness gracious! i should have settled this long before. so i wouldn't have to be in here, right now, drowning in my own pool of regrets. if only i could undo the damage and do it over again. oh how pathetic that one sounds!
if its any consolation, i would like to commend whoever said this line:
"make peace with your past, so it won't screw your future."
great. screw me.
allyne_ ...
Thursday, 12 March 2009
half-life.
the meaning of existence can get confusing. oftentimes, elusive.
life sometimes seem to me as a constant battle between opposite forces. push and pull. up and down. high and low. you are either held captive by the stronger force, or dragged helplessly towards the other. the turn of events is just drastic that you're at the other end before you know it. one minute you're extremely happy as if in an infinite state of bliss. the next, it's otherwise.
the best place to be for me, is just somewhere in the middle. nobody ever set the boundaries between the two anyway, i might as well explore the many possibilities in between. this is just how i want my life. it's not falling into the abyss of mediocrity. just keeping balance so i don't fall. and if i do, i won't fall hard.
*allyne_gliding in between.
life sometimes seem to me as a constant battle between opposite forces. push and pull. up and down. high and low. you are either held captive by the stronger force, or dragged helplessly towards the other. the turn of events is just drastic that you're at the other end before you know it. one minute you're extremely happy as if in an infinite state of bliss. the next, it's otherwise.
the best place to be for me, is just somewhere in the middle. nobody ever set the boundaries between the two anyway, i might as well explore the many possibilities in between. this is just how i want my life. it's not falling into the abyss of mediocrity. just keeping balance so i don't fall. and if i do, i won't fall hard.
*allyne_gliding in between.
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
Thursday, 5 March 2009
P-O-W-E-R
MIND POWER.
i'm not talking about psychic powers or supernatural abilities to read minds or make an object move. (although that can count!) i'm referring to the natural power of the mind.
i remember how frustrated i was after a math class, i was like "i'm gonna fail. i'm gonna fail." then a friend said, "wag mong i-claim." our thoughts are very powerful. if negativities cloud our minds most of the time, then there's not a doubt that it will manifest through our words and actions, perception about things, even about people, how we deal with them and just how we go about our daily lives.
my favorite girlfriends and i had a sleepover last sunday. and as our usual routine every time we get together, we eat! hehehe. we share thoughts, recent experiences, problems... you know the usual girl-talk. at some point, nega was all over the place. then out of the blue, jeni exclaimed "tink-pa-si-tib!!!" (ganyan talaga ang pronunciation!) with the strongest conviction pa talaga! anlakas mo jen! laugh trip talaga after. hahaha.
"think positive" is almost a cliche. whenever we're down or in an uneasy situation, people tell us or we tell people to "think positive!" look at the bright side! and all those optimism-filled statements that we often don't take seriously. delving into it deeper, positive thinking does a whole lot of difference!
it's hard to practice ALL the time, yah. but trying won't hurt, right?
"whether you think you can, or you think you can't, you're right."
i'm not talking about psychic powers or supernatural abilities to read minds or make an object move. (although that can count!) i'm referring to the natural power of the mind.
i remember how frustrated i was after a math class, i was like "i'm gonna fail. i'm gonna fail." then a friend said, "wag mong i-claim." our thoughts are very powerful. if negativities cloud our minds most of the time, then there's not a doubt that it will manifest through our words and actions, perception about things, even about people, how we deal with them and just how we go about our daily lives.
my favorite girlfriends and i had a sleepover last sunday. and as our usual routine every time we get together, we eat! hehehe. we share thoughts, recent experiences, problems... you know the usual girl-talk. at some point, nega was all over the place. then out of the blue, jeni exclaimed "tink-pa-si-tib!!!" (ganyan talaga ang pronunciation!) with the strongest conviction pa talaga! anlakas mo jen! laugh trip talaga after. hahaha.
"think positive" is almost a cliche. whenever we're down or in an uneasy situation, people tell us or we tell people to "think positive!" look at the bright side! and all those optimism-filled statements that we often don't take seriously. delving into it deeper, positive thinking does a whole lot of difference!
it's hard to practice ALL the time, yah. but trying won't hurt, right?
"whether you think you can, or you think you can't, you're right."
post-note:
i think i'll pass math14. i think i can. i think i will. i think.
WORD POWER.
text twist is fun. book worm is more fun! (i love the burning tiles! exciting!!) word factory is thrice the fun with friends and mocha fraj. and blue berry cheesecake. ;P but no, this isn't vocabulary power i'm referring to. intro lang. hehe. =D
thoughts are powerful. but words? they're a hundred times mightier! boyzone sings "it's only words..." but no, it's NOT only words. words have the power to MAKE or BREAK - people. relationships.
you know the feeling when you hear a simple "keep up the good work!" (hi sir myro! i'm starting to like you na. haha.) or a friend reassuring "everything will be alright..." (hi bruh!) very very simple words yet they count BIG time. kind words do not cost a penny so never hesitate to throw them. you'll never know how much comfort they can give. ;D
but they also say... words can BREAK. it's a two-edged sword. it can cut deep wounds that may take a lifetime or worse never, to heal. i read somewhere that the average person speaks 30,000 words a day. for some, it may be more. and lately, there has been "too-much-talking" going on, it's starting to tear "us." silence is not doing us any good either. i'm deeply sorry if i offended anyone. i know i have my own share of misjudgments and wrong acts in this situation but i'm more than willing to make ammends. i hope we resolve our issues soon.
words - the one power that we all have. it chooses no bearer. but the way we use the power is our choice.
"with great power comes great responsibilities." -uncle ni spiderman. =p
POWER NAP.
well, on a lighter note... power nap is my newest favorite past time! hehehe. i find it quite unusual how i easily fall into a deep sleep lately. i have trouble sleeping. gahd, everyone who knows me knows how crazy of an insomniac i am! pero nitong mga nakaraang araw, madalas akong makatulog sa mahal naming "tambayan." as in tulog. not your stage 1 - REM where alpha waves become delta waves, whatever that means (hi sir mike, i miss psy1). as in TULOG. wow. i never really believed in power nap until now. maganda palang pang refresh ng energy. perfect timing for this one hell of a tough week. hehe. :D
"sleep is gold." -moral lesson ng 4 year stay ko sa UP.
and speaking of sleep, 'gotta go get some! good night!
*allyne_all-powered-up!
well, on a lighter note... power nap is my newest favorite past time! hehehe. i find it quite unusual how i easily fall into a deep sleep lately. i have trouble sleeping. gahd, everyone who knows me knows how crazy of an insomniac i am! pero nitong mga nakaraang araw, madalas akong makatulog sa mahal naming "tambayan." as in tulog. not your stage 1 - REM where alpha waves become delta waves, whatever that means (hi sir mike, i miss psy1). as in TULOG. wow. i never really believed in power nap until now. maganda palang pang refresh ng energy. perfect timing for this one hell of a tough week. hehe. :D
"sleep is gold." -moral lesson ng 4 year stay ko sa UP.
and speaking of sleep, 'gotta go get some! good night!
*allyne_all-powered-up!
Saturday, 28 February 2009
sailing to the land of dreams.
strawberry shortcake and her friends went sailing to the land of dreams. raspberry and lemon didn't want to go along. the girls asked why. raspberry was strong in her conviction, "i don't believe in dreams."
i didn't keep the number but maybe more than a hundred times, i heard the word dream from a strawberry shortcake movie in playhouse disney gabby is watching right now. it's so refreshing... just the word, dream. it's actually one my favorite words in the dictionary. hehe. 'coz we love to dream. i love to dream!
we all have dreams. dreams of... better. brighter. bigger. higher. happier. and all -ers. dreams of getting more. having more. being more. and all -mores. and it's great. it's not a sin to dream for more out of life. dreams are powerful! our realities may have been just a dream before. so as strawberry shorcake told raspberry... dream nice dreams!
on dreaming dreams...
dare to dream. it's free!
dream big. i'd say, dream big! live bigger!
the world needs dreamers. but it needs more doers. dreams do come true... but they won't by themselves! you have to make them.
don't stop dreaming. not dreaming is like not living at all. you are never too old to set a new goal or dream a new dream.
*allyne_the ultimate dreamer
i didn't keep the number but maybe more than a hundred times, i heard the word dream from a strawberry shortcake movie in playhouse disney gabby is watching right now. it's so refreshing... just the word, dream. it's actually one my favorite words in the dictionary. hehe. 'coz we love to dream. i love to dream!
we all have dreams. dreams of... better. brighter. bigger. higher. happier. and all -ers. dreams of getting more. having more. being more. and all -mores. and it's great. it's not a sin to dream for more out of life. dreams are powerful! our realities may have been just a dream before. so as strawberry shorcake told raspberry... dream nice dreams!
on dreaming dreams...
dare to dream. it's free!
dream big. i'd say, dream big! live bigger!
the world needs dreamers. but it needs more doers. dreams do come true... but they won't by themselves! you have to make them.
don't stop dreaming. not dreaming is like not living at all. you are never too old to set a new goal or dream a new dream.
*allyne_the ultimate dreamer
Sunday, 22 February 2009
POST BULLETIN v2.0
wow. that was one heck of a lot of albums! and more pending albums pa rin... gahd. next time naman cla...hehe. i wanna end my "multiply night" with a survey i grabbed from pat, sa FS. hehe. just for fun.
1. Whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
mine. friends. family.
2. What time do you go to bed?
these wee hours.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
check your multiply inbox, you'll know. hehe.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most besides your family?
the holy trinity. stpipz.
5.Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help besides your family?
right now? abi.
6. What's on your mind just now?
game over.
.
7.Whose number is on your speed dial?
'te mhean. mudrakelz.
.
8.With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
i'd prefer solitude for now.
9.When was the last time you went out?
out as in partying out? well, it's been weeks.
.
10.What do you hate the most for now?
my stupid, indecisive self.
11.What do you wanna do for now?
get my head back on my shoulders.
.
12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
chem and math and chem and math.
13.Any musical instruments in your room?
nah. in owen's room.
14.Do you cook?
i'm a great cook! hehe.
15.Plan to buy something?
a white tee for KAYA NATIN shirt.
16.Do you like seafood?
bigtime!
17.Breakfast or dinner?
i don't remember the last time i had breakfast. harhar.
18.Did you eat breakfast today?
brunch.
19.Do you recycle?
yeah! i practice what i preach.
20.What's your favorite fast food?
mcdo - love 'ko to!
21.Cats or dogs?
dogs. i hate cats! rawr.
23.What time did you sleep last night?
a bit earlier, around 12mn.
24.When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
emo naman neto. feb1, when we said our goodbyes...harhar.
25.The last person you were in the mall?
amak. pipo. she.
26.What song are you listening to?
none.
27.Current mood?
starving.
28.Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?
like how huge is huge? kay arlene. hehe.
29.What's your favorite song at the moment?
forget about me. -i'll forget about you. tsktsk.
30.Where have you been today?
world wide web.
31.Who are with you ryt now?
you.
32.Do you love sunsets?
like crazzzy!
33.What's your wish for your birthday?
my bday just passed. well... if i have one wish, there's only one thing i'd wish for.
34.Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
i was with: the pasig elite kids. ;D sclub. the holy trinity. and family.
35.Things you regret?
this game.
36.Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes?
chocolate cake.
37.Missing someone?
i'm not allowed to.
38.What's her/his role in your life?
u tell me.
1. Whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet?
mine. friends. family.
2. What time do you go to bed?
these wee hours.
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
check your multiply inbox, you'll know. hehe.
4. Who's the one you always meet the most besides your family?
the holy trinity. stpipz.
5.Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help besides your family?
right now? abi.
6. What's on your mind just now?
game over.
.
7.Whose number is on your speed dial?
'te mhean. mudrakelz.
.
8.With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
i'd prefer solitude for now.
9.When was the last time you went out?
out as in partying out? well, it's been weeks.
.
10.What do you hate the most for now?
my stupid, indecisive self.
11.What do you wanna do for now?
get my head back on my shoulders.
.
12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
chem and math and chem and math.
13.Any musical instruments in your room?
nah. in owen's room.
14.Do you cook?
i'm a great cook! hehe.
15.Plan to buy something?
a white tee for KAYA NATIN shirt.
16.Do you like seafood?
bigtime!
17.Breakfast or dinner?
i don't remember the last time i had breakfast. harhar.
18.Did you eat breakfast today?
brunch.
19.Do you recycle?
yeah! i practice what i preach.
20.What's your favorite fast food?
mcdo - love 'ko to!
21.Cats or dogs?
dogs. i hate cats! rawr.
23.What time did you sleep last night?
a bit earlier, around 12mn.
24.When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
emo naman neto. feb1, when we said our goodbyes...harhar.
25.The last person you were in the mall?
amak. pipo. she.
26.What song are you listening to?
none.
27.Current mood?
starving.
28.Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?
like how huge is huge? kay arlene. hehe.
29.What's your favorite song at the moment?
forget about me. -i'll forget about you. tsktsk.
30.Where have you been today?
world wide web.
31.Who are with you ryt now?
you.
32.Do you love sunsets?
like crazzzy!
33.What's your wish for your birthday?
my bday just passed. well... if i have one wish, there's only one thing i'd wish for.
34.Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
i was with: the pasig elite kids. ;D sclub. the holy trinity. and family.
35.Things you regret?
this game.
36.Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes?
chocolate cake.
37.Missing someone?
i'm not allowed to.
38.What's her/his role in your life?
u tell me.
Wednesday, 18 February 2009
sssshhhh...
i'm enjoying this. really.
don't you just love it, when you feel perfectly fine all by yourself? you don't need anything or anyone. everywhere you look, it's just lovely. you radiate happiness without even trying. there's this inexplicable feeling deep within as if nothing could go wrong, as if nothing can disturb your state of mind. i call this... inner peace. and it's where i am right now... at least, for now.
it's past 4 o' clock. i was walking down the lower campus, from the main lib. one or two people passes me every now and then. it was a long walk. not because of the fact that our antiquated library is 10 miles away from civilization... i just savored the moment for a while. the rarely silent UPLB, the rustling trees along the pathway, the deep blue sky and the clouds dancing gracefully with the wind. despite the heavy "petrucci" on my hand, i felt so light. almost afloat.
sometimes, we're really better off alone. (not lonely) this fast paced world is overwhelming. and sometimes the best way to keep up with it is to slow down. take some time alone. take some real "me time." enjoy the solitude. enjoy the silence. and just for a while, shut down the world around you.
this doesn't come very often. i better enjoy the moment... while it lasts.
*allyne_my inner peace be with you!
don't you just love it, when you feel perfectly fine all by yourself? you don't need anything or anyone. everywhere you look, it's just lovely. you radiate happiness without even trying. there's this inexplicable feeling deep within as if nothing could go wrong, as if nothing can disturb your state of mind. i call this... inner peace. and it's where i am right now... at least, for now.
it's past 4 o' clock. i was walking down the lower campus, from the main lib. one or two people passes me every now and then. it was a long walk. not because of the fact that our antiquated library is 10 miles away from civilization... i just savored the moment for a while. the rarely silent UPLB, the rustling trees along the pathway, the deep blue sky and the clouds dancing gracefully with the wind. despite the heavy "petrucci" on my hand, i felt so light. almost afloat.
sometimes, we're really better off alone. (not lonely) this fast paced world is overwhelming. and sometimes the best way to keep up with it is to slow down. take some time alone. take some real "me time." enjoy the solitude. enjoy the silence. and just for a while, shut down the world around you.
this doesn't come very often. i better enjoy the moment... while it lasts.
*allyne_my inner peace be with you!
Monday, 16 February 2009
this LOVE.
in the spirit of this valentine season, let me talk about LOVE.
but this love is the kind of love i know very little about... it's pretty ironic coz this love surrounds me everyday. when i wake up in the morning and there's food on the table. when i take a shower and put my flat ironed clothes on. when i search my wallet and there's bills in it. when i stay up late and i'm surprised there's coffee on my side. when i stay out at night and my phone beeps non-stop. when i cry like a baby and a simple hug comforts me. when i laugh like there's no tomorrow and someone laughs with me. when my hard works pay off and someone's proud of me. i may see it everyday, feel it in many ways but never will i fully comprehend.
this love is UNCONDITIONAL. it never asks for love in return. it gives without waiting to receive. loves with no reason. loves in all season.
this love is STRONG. it can move the highest of mountains. cross the widest of seas. fly the highest of heights. endure the hardest of pains.
this love is BIG. bigger than the giver it makes her forget about herself. everything she does, she does for someone else. everyday she lives, she lives for someone else.
this love is GREAT. no other kind of love can measure up.
this love NEVER FAILS. it never fails. it never failed me.
this love is HER.
this love is my MOM!
i know i can NEVER repay you. this lifetime would not be enough. no amount of money or any material possession could ever even up with your great love. i am terribly sorry if sometimes i disappoint you. the last thing i wanna do is hurt you. i hope i make you proud with the person that i have become... the person that i am because of you.
thank you would be an understatement for everything you've done. i'll live my life ever grateful to you. i love you 'nay...
Happy Birthday!
*allyne_the daughter.
but this love is the kind of love i know very little about... it's pretty ironic coz this love surrounds me everyday. when i wake up in the morning and there's food on the table. when i take a shower and put my flat ironed clothes on. when i search my wallet and there's bills in it. when i stay up late and i'm surprised there's coffee on my side. when i stay out at night and my phone beeps non-stop. when i cry like a baby and a simple hug comforts me. when i laugh like there's no tomorrow and someone laughs with me. when my hard works pay off and someone's proud of me. i may see it everyday, feel it in many ways but never will i fully comprehend.
this love is UNCONDITIONAL. it never asks for love in return. it gives without waiting to receive. loves with no reason. loves in all season.
this love is STRONG. it can move the highest of mountains. cross the widest of seas. fly the highest of heights. endure the hardest of pains.
this love is BIG. bigger than the giver it makes her forget about herself. everything she does, she does for someone else. everyday she lives, she lives for someone else.
this love is GREAT. no other kind of love can measure up.
this love NEVER FAILS. it never fails. it never failed me.
this love is HER.
this love is my MOM!
i know i can NEVER repay you. this lifetime would not be enough. no amount of money or any material possession could ever even up with your great love. i am terribly sorry if sometimes i disappoint you. the last thing i wanna do is hurt you. i hope i make you proud with the person that i have become... the person that i am because of you.
thank you would be an understatement for everything you've done. i'll live my life ever grateful to you. i love you 'nay...
Happy Birthday! *allyne_the daughter.
Friday, 13 February 2009
home@mid-day.
i went home 2pm today. very very not me. with my 8 units left for this sem (after those intensive, and i mean intensive major subjects), my wednesday-friday is left with a one hour math 14 lecture class. that's 10-11 and for rest of the day, i'm either a bum, a bum or a bum. it's been long since i last spend hours with my lappy, with the febfair sucking my time and energy! ngayon na lang ulit, thanks to aya's special typing job para sakin (na-e-mail ko na sis). gusto ko lang mag-inarte sa cyber world ngaun.
there's so much going on lately. my mind won't rest a second from thinking. err, i think i'm having psychological disrorder na talaga. tsk. excuse the ranting, but i feel so damn exhausted! kahit halos wala kong klase! maybe from thinking too much or walking back and forth from che-grove-SU-che-baker-main lib-grove-che-grove-home. gahd. the sun is scorching hot, it's draining me.
i should be excited about today. i am! damn it, i am! it's the BIG reunion. but watdahel is this feeling taking over me. i don't feel like doing anything. hai naku, i hate this mood. err talaga. maybe later, when i see my favorite girlfriends again, i'll get giddy. tonight's a big night so i better charge up. haiii.
bye for now. 'gotta run. STP meeting's @ 4.
shoutouts:
there's so much going on lately. my mind won't rest a second from thinking. err, i think i'm having psychological disrorder na talaga. tsk. excuse the ranting, but i feel so damn exhausted! kahit halos wala kong klase! maybe from thinking too much or walking back and forth from che-grove-SU-che-baker-main lib-grove-che-grove-home. gahd. the sun is scorching hot, it's draining me.
i should be excited about today. i am! damn it, i am! it's the BIG reunion. but watdahel is this feeling taking over me. i don't feel like doing anything. hai naku, i hate this mood. err talaga. maybe later, when i see my favorite girlfriends again, i'll get giddy. tonight's a big night so i better charge up. haiii.
bye for now. 'gotta run. STP meeting's @ 4.
shoutouts:
- happy happy birthday to elkah and ate grace of STP!
- happy valentine's... sa... ating lahat? hmmm...
*allyne_on a lazy aftie.
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
Saturday, 7 February 2009
recounting countless thoughts...
if there is something i'm way too addicted at, that would be "thinking" (well, next to multiply.=p). i think way too much my head wants to explode. too much that sometimes i worry about things i shouldn't worry about for they don't really exist... (or at least i wanna believe that they don't?) oh whatever. coz right now, the last thing i wanna do is think. haha. i just feel like speaking my restless mind. so excuse me for these disoriented thoughts from my incoherent mind. let's call this post a recount of where i've been, what i've been doing, and yah what i've learned for the past few...weeks?
SUNrise.
matagal nang nadiscover ang super cheap rates ng sun cellular. unlimited text and unlimited calls! ngayon ko lang na-e-enjoy, bakit ba? haha. as one of my friends said, "connecting people... na nagtitipid!" now that most of my friends (who just left for practicum) are sun subscribers, it makes me miss them a lot less. every 5 minutes ba naman magtawagan! =p
legislators - violators?
we had a trip to the senate a couple of weeks ago. yah, first time ko to observe the senate on session. and it was booooooring... senator zubiri was like a cassette tape playing repeatedly while the rest of them make calls, walk around, sit, pretend to listen, chit-chat, etcetera, etcetera - violating the rules na nakapost sa labas ng session hall, c'mon! thanks to sir gordon, nagising-gising ako. but with the ongoing political unrest, among other more pressing social issues, gising mga kapatid!
baligtarin ang tatsulok!
last saturday, STP had a community service in Sitio Cabute, Calamba. an area where people wallows in poverty, uncertain if in the next minute, their homes would be demolished by some private companies claiming to have the right to their lands. it was heart breaking to hear these people's everyday struggle to live a decent life. street protests. rallies. blood sheds. and the children! they too have walked the streets of mendiola chanting along with a sea of people fighting for one cause. this is one of those many times when i think to myself, my pag-asa pa kaya ang pilipinas? (oo. dapat. meron.)
the new and improved "past time"
are you bored out of your wit? well, this new and improved recreational activity may just be the thing you're looking for to break the monotony in your everyday life! here's a demonstration:
(an excerpt from an exchange of sms:)
friend X: sumasakit na naman ang puso ko.... layo na nga ko ng layo. lapit pa ng lapit!
ako ito: haiz... c __ ba yan? pagbigyan mo na kasi. tsktsk. hai naku, ang mga tao talaga pag bored at walang magawa, kung sino-sinong nilal*ndi! may sense ba? hehe.
friend X: waaaaah! sh*t! yah! nanlal*ndi at the expense of other people!
so damn true... and i DON't recommend this. ibang laro na lang laruin mo kung bored ka. tsktsk.
c'mon. the valentine's air is starting to taste bitter. wag ganun. haha. and for you friend X, may nagmamahal naman sau ng tunay. don't settle for less. ;D
you're too fast and i'm furious!
my instructor's starting to get in my nerves... i don't wanna hate him, but he's going overboard! his favorite line (but not his most annoying line) - "you're supposed to know this!" well if a professor suppose that his students are supposed to know the subject, then why the hell are you in front of me in the first place?! argh. his ego is pouring out of his head, nakakalunod! are some people innately mayabang?! whoah. breathe...
i can just go on and on... but the clock reads 1:40 am, i should get some sleep.
ciao!
*shoutouts:
SUNrise.
matagal nang nadiscover ang super cheap rates ng sun cellular. unlimited text and unlimited calls! ngayon ko lang na-e-enjoy, bakit ba? haha. as one of my friends said, "connecting people... na nagtitipid!" now that most of my friends (who just left for practicum) are sun subscribers, it makes me miss them a lot less. every 5 minutes ba naman magtawagan! =p
legislators - violators?
we had a trip to the senate a couple of weeks ago. yah, first time ko to observe the senate on session. and it was booooooring... senator zubiri was like a cassette tape playing repeatedly while the rest of them make calls, walk around, sit, pretend to listen, chit-chat, etcetera, etcetera - violating the rules na nakapost sa labas ng session hall, c'mon! thanks to sir gordon, nagising-gising ako. but with the ongoing political unrest, among other more pressing social issues, gising mga kapatid!
baligtarin ang tatsulok!
last saturday, STP had a community service in Sitio Cabute, Calamba. an area where people wallows in poverty, uncertain if in the next minute, their homes would be demolished by some private companies claiming to have the right to their lands. it was heart breaking to hear these people's everyday struggle to live a decent life. street protests. rallies. blood sheds. and the children! they too have walked the streets of mendiola chanting along with a sea of people fighting for one cause. this is one of those many times when i think to myself, my pag-asa pa kaya ang pilipinas? (oo. dapat. meron.)
the new and improved "past time"
are you bored out of your wit? well, this new and improved recreational activity may just be the thing you're looking for to break the monotony in your everyday life! here's a demonstration:
(an excerpt from an exchange of sms:)
friend X: sumasakit na naman ang puso ko.... layo na nga ko ng layo. lapit pa ng lapit!
ako ito: haiz... c __ ba yan? pagbigyan mo na kasi. tsktsk. hai naku, ang mga tao talaga pag bored at walang magawa, kung sino-sinong nilal*ndi! may sense ba? hehe.
friend X: waaaaah! sh*t! yah! nanlal*ndi at the expense of other people!
so damn true... and i DON't recommend this. ibang laro na lang laruin mo kung bored ka. tsktsk.
c'mon. the valentine's air is starting to taste bitter. wag ganun. haha. and for you friend X, may nagmamahal naman sau ng tunay. don't settle for less. ;D
you're too fast and i'm furious!
my instructor's starting to get in my nerves... i don't wanna hate him, but he's going overboard! his favorite line (but not his most annoying line) - "you're supposed to know this!" well if a professor suppose that his students are supposed to know the subject, then why the hell are you in front of me in the first place?! argh. his ego is pouring out of his head, nakakalunod! are some people innately mayabang?! whoah. breathe...
i can just go on and on... but the clock reads 1:40 am, i should get some sleep.
ciao!
*shoutouts:
- bhy - congrats for winning ms. intrams! i'm proud of you baby..mwah.
- sissy - get well tomorrow. that's an order! ;D c yah later. sa ospital ako mgbbreakfast. =p
- holy trinity - le't gererown! =p LBDH is the place to be.
- GK exhibit team - c y'all later. aja satin. tsktsk.
Thursday, 5 February 2009
credits from the dramaqueen
hey y'all!
dahil di ako maka-get-over, i wanna thank everybody once again who made my 20th birthday such a blast! i'll be forever grateful to have you in my life. just when i thought i was "lonely" and "alone" ...nagpapampam kayo. hehe. i love you all! that's from the heart.
dahil di ako maka-get-over, i wanna thank everybody once again who made my 20th birthday such a blast! i'll be forever grateful to have you in my life. just when i thought i was "lonely" and "alone" ...nagpapampam kayo. hehe. i love you all! that's from the heart.
- mi familia - wag! naiiyak ako. hehehe. nanay, i love you love you love you.
- bruhz & booz - through the years...=P
- sleepover club - kulang pa ang salamat. the best (w/ the "buko salad conviction") kau!!! miss na miss ko na kau... parang antagal-tagal na... dadalaw ulit kami jan... sa febfair. hehehe.
- the holy trinity - salamat sa makabagbag damdaming "surprise" sa unang segundo ng february 1. naiyak ako kakatawa. hindi ko pinagsisisihang salubungin ang araw ng kasama kayo sa apartment ni shrek. pakain ng kisses at hany. wahaha. tenkyu.tenkyu. WE ARE ONE!!!
- ST & STP family - naman. brods & sisses and all the ST people, tenkyu.tenkyu.
- GK family - sa mga bumati, tenkyu. sa mga nagpalibre regalo ko. hehe.
- yupielbi friends - super dami nyo. you know who you are. thanks a million.
- and you - you. you. you. hehe. thank you...
Saturday, 31 January 2009
iskang aquarius
Aquarius - January 31, 2009
The Bottom Line
Explore some volunteering opportunities and see how you can impact your community.
In Detail
The kind and generous compromiser inside of you is taking over today, filling your heart with altruism and your mind with the urge to help other people in a more significant way. This is the day to explore some volunteer opportunities and see how you can impact your community. Get the word out to your friends and family and find out who's with you in your new quest to make the world a better place. You will probably be more surprised by who refuses than by who accepts your invitation.
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sa mga nakasama kong iskolar ng bayan sa isang makabuluhang araw na ito, salamat sa inyo. itaguyod ang prinsipyo ng tunay na serbisyo!
*allyne_tunay.palaban.makabayan.
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
Tuesday, 27 January 2009
orange.
A: u think this is right? i mean... this?
O: are you happy?
A: yah!
O: i am happy. then this is right.
*allyne_ryt.
O: are you happy?
A: yah!
O: i am happy. then this is right.
*allyne_ryt.
Thursday, 22 January 2009
next time.
i should've said no when i had the chance.
shouldn't have never let you in.
this. this is what i get for believing.
a lie.
well maybe next time... there won't be a next time.
shouldn't have never let you in.
this. this is what i get for believing.
a lie.
well maybe next time... there won't be a next time.
'i hate this part right here..."
so this is where the end begins...
we knew it would come to this. but i guess there's really nothing that could have prepared us for this moment. i hate to look you in the eyes. for the loneliness that surrounds them would only break my heart. i hate to hold your hand. for i may not find the courage to let you go. i hate the mere thought of you leaving. and the truth that sooner or later, you'll leave me... alone.
it hurts me so much that i have to go through my everyday life without you. all the things we used to do, places we used to go... well maybe i'd just cry while the sound of your laughs echo in my head. or laugh alone while our memories flash before my eyes.
this isn't for good i know. coz what we have is something that defies space and time. and this part right here we know is inevitable. we may part ways for now but the roads each of us will take won't have a dead end. and somewhere in the crossroads of life, we'll meet again.
i sure am gonna miss you...badly!!!
i'll try my best not to kill myself!
*allyne_why do all good things come to an end...
we knew it would come to this. but i guess there's really nothing that could have prepared us for this moment. i hate to look you in the eyes. for the loneliness that surrounds them would only break my heart. i hate to hold your hand. for i may not find the courage to let you go. i hate the mere thought of you leaving. and the truth that sooner or later, you'll leave me... alone.
it hurts me so much that i have to go through my everyday life without you. all the things we used to do, places we used to go... well maybe i'd just cry while the sound of your laughs echo in my head. or laugh alone while our memories flash before my eyes.
this isn't for good i know. coz what we have is something that defies space and time. and this part right here we know is inevitable. we may part ways for now but the roads each of us will take won't have a dead end. and somewhere in the crossroads of life, we'll meet again.
i sure am gonna miss you...badly!!!
i'll try my best not to kill myself!
*allyne_why do all good things come to an end...
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